Emotion Dough

While others say they don’t care, I do

I hope I’m not wasting your time writing my heart on this open battlefield

Because I do care what you think

And you know how I sit by the ocean of uncertainty in my mind

Crying

Crying

I’ve been trying

Crying to you

You know sometimes I feel like such a waste

Lies, hurtful lies, still

I do not see the progress you see

Ready to quit the day before relief

Help me get over myself.

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What I want

Claim to need

Are shots in the dark

You tell me

Where to go and what to do

My ways wear me out

My wisdom garbage thus far

Was drowning in myself

At no point have my ideas helped

So help me get over myself, please.