It’s not enough until I’m exhausted, hanging by a thread almost dead
Hate the label the lazy, self deceived mind hazy, no results acting surprised
Clench my fists and resist any need for breaks gotta subtract rest
I’ve got to feel worthy, gotta feel accepted, gotta give more than I am requesting
Starting at self-hate in the mirror, you can do better, you can try harder
Failed everyone including the Almighty my father
Accusations from the accuser mixed with some truth
Faith without works is dead and when building muscle you can’t just lay in bed.
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Break the shell of whom I was yesterday
Not good enough to even say, I tried enough, I gave it all
Abusing hours that add up oh I’m so spread out in what, vanity
Bring me back to basic humanity without wrapped insanity blowing kisses
Effort
Less talk
Fewer daydreams
Tired of hearing my promises watching these hands bury them in shallow ditches
Swinging my arms without any purpose
When will I train instead of waiting for magical rain to do it
EFFORT
EFFORT
Change.
Emotion Dough 