God,
Cares of this life jump on my back
Unwilling to allow peace can I ever relax
Worry sprinkled in abundance with unimportant facts
Nagging until my face is worn, sagging
Hope and peace plundered enemy laughing
Can you please explain exactly how this happens
Seeking control out of control nothing to hold
Vanity whirlwind I’m foolish in trying to mold
To my specifications perspective needs a prompt investigation
Meanwhile I stomp feet pouring time I shouldn’t be wasting
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Martha and I so dizzy working ourselves into a tizzy staying busy
If life ends today what good is it really
Are we dumb foolish or wise silly
Jesus is speaking, I’m cold listening fears very chilly
I’m waking up to the mind throwing hypothetical situations days starting off hilly
Obligated to every second I’m shouting don’t bill me
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Had to write before approaching the throne I wasn’t home
Reading scriptures eyes straight ahead mind gone
Vanity variables pressed into distraction twilight zone
Stability looked secure but materials painted styrofoam
Almighty God I’m glad you never leave or renounce
If I had to deal with me I’d straight-up bounce
Wouldn’t even say bye.