Smile on the face but inside it’s a battle
Fiery darts come to take over and gain the saddle
Rattle snakes with attacks YELLING to convince without facts
Long days and nights lunch and dinner packed
Wish the battlefield of the mind would have holidays and relax
Hungry angry lonely tired the enemy crossing wires
Strongholds resistant to fire but the word of God surgical with grip like pliers
Going confidently before the throne seeking grace and mercy in a time of need
Child of God now so I’m blessed and covered as his holy seed
Must remember and know my God my Holy God supplies every need yes indeed
Battling anxiety and depression I’ve learned a lot of lessons
Fear comes dressed up in a dress covered with question marks to steal blessings
Hidden in plain sight and yet dark hidden well need the Word’s light
Smile on the face but inside a daily fight.