Refrain Until The End

Waiting for favorable conditions

An opportune time

Seems as if my whole life has been waiting for another life


I don’t know when this started

Detached from existing surroundings

Do I believe anything or is it all coined doubt

Why am I this way oh honey I feel like a hurricane

See the eye of peace then experience more storms additional rain


Pray for us brothers and sisters

I’ll pray for you it’s treacherous out here

Lies as arrows on the battlefield

Hands weary barely holding our shields

And I’ll admit sometimes I feel a bit much

Going to God asking for help embarrassed because yet again I feel stuck

Turning my wheels stuck in my feels oh Lord Jesus here we go again



I need help every second I don’t know what I’m doing

I need help every minute and after all these years I still don’t know what I’m doing

I need help every hour but feel like you’ve already told me what to do repeatedly

I need help every day but fear lack of consistency so I stay away afraid it’ll be another lip service play


Guess I’m waiting for the day it all just works

I guess I’m waiting to wake up and live perfectly my God is this nonsense a curse

Yeah I’m standing by for the day errors flee my life

Wake me up when everything I do is labeled right

Waiting for favorable conditions.

Music that helps keep my mind on things above. Via Spotify.
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