Last entry you read
Wanting yet scared
Thick uncertainty
Sadness inked in woe me
You were far from the shore
Detection off I couldn’t feel you anymore
Sent a search party through typed words
Looked up high but you weren’t with the birds
Looked low you weren’t with our flowers
Found myself left out spoiling in sour words I ate
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Rewrite and regroup
Shouldn’t have set or spent my spotlight searches on you
Setting my mind on things on earth
Wasted time’s value in a lifetime’s purse
Should have had my head in biblical books
Instead of daydreaming by imaginary brook
Caught by a disappearing reflection of your face on rushed look
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Last entry you read
Marked garbage strike through red.